Update from Stephen: The Homophobic Ghost
I recently ate lunch with a friend at a restaurant next to an enormous construction site. When I returned home, I felt uncomfortable, but I ignored it because I had a lot of work to finish.
As I was working, I occasionally felt a buzzing in my right ear, which to me, usually means someone is sending me negative energy, or it can mean a warning from a guide.
Later that night, as I was reading before bed, I nodded off for a couple seconds and clearly heard, “Hey f*ggot.” It was definitely not me thinking that, and no one else was in the quiet house.
Since I’ve been researching the problem of spiritual clutter for years, I instantly and intuitively knew what it was; a lost soul entity I picked up from the construction site. Tasks distracted earlier me, but once I let go of my body and mind as I nodded off, the “channel” was clearer for me to perceive him.
Since construction workers are notorious for hard partying, which attracts lost souls, it doesn’t surprise me this lost soul (and likely many others) was wandering around the area.
I said to him, “So what if I’m gay? You’re the one who followed me home, f*ggot. It’s time for you to go to the Light where you belong.” I read my free Spiritual Detox Script and sent him on his way.
The next time you feel uncomfortable and can’t identify a good reason for it, read my free script and clear the negative energy.
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A lunar eclipse happens May 16th. Your perception and judgment may be off now, until few days after the eclipse, so be cautious with new ideas, major purchases and decisions.
Mercury is retrograde May 10th to June 3rd, which can also be a time of distorted perception and judgement.
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My Substance Abuse Started in Past Lives
I was sixteen when I started partying heavily every weekend and sometimes during the week. When I wasn’t (and sometimes when I was) in school, doing homework, cutting lawns, washing dishes, bussing tables, or taking temporary jobs, getting head-spinning and sometimes puking and passing out drunk from mixing beer and hard alcohol along with smoking pot was normal for me and my friends.
By senior year, getting high and/or drunk after school, playing quarters and slamming cheap beer or whisky, was fairly typical.
I didn’t see it as substance abuse at the time. Partying was fun, I finally felt like I fit in socially, and it helped me deal with stress and be more outgoing.
Unfortunately, I didn’t realize then the drugs and excess alcohol clouded, numbed, and blocked my mind and spiritual connection, and diminished my light.
By freshman year of college, I was partying even more heavily. Each weekend evening and some weeknights included at least a six-pack of beer, shots of liquor, at least half a pack of cigarettes, and often smoking pot until I was numb.
Then, during my last semester of school, I went to see an expert in past-life regression. I perceived myself in a past life as a ballet dancer who was addicted to drugs and alcohol. Afterward, I started perceiving other potential past lives, and many related to overdoing it.
There was the immensely obese European baker and cook who drank a lot of wine; Asian female and male opium abusers; an orphaned London youth in mid- to late-1800s, who was a boozer and heavy smoker of “fags”; and a Hollywood actress, dancer, and model in the 1950s, who drank and smoked to excess.
Subconscious memories of overdoing it—and the consequences of it—likely contributed to the guilt I felt whenever I partied a lot in my current life. But habits formed over lifetimes were hard to break, especially as a rebellious teenager, and especially when that rebellious teenager has a twin brother for a partner-in-crime. Scott has also perceived past lives of excess partying, such as a wealthy man in Europe, a warrior in Rome, and a sailor from Europe.
I drank, smoked, and did drugs in past lives like I wouldn’t ever need to pay the price. But I, or my soul, carried the debts into my current life. Overdoing it for me this time was just picking up where I left off in past lives. This isn’t exclusive to me; we all bring our past-life talents and problems into the current life.
I was born this time with the desire to smoke and drink and party, in an environment that would test me, and I believe I was born with a body that had a physically weak constitution carried over from the past-life excesses.
One of my challenges this time was to curb those bad habits finally and cleanse and repair my spirit from so much maltreatment. I learned the hard way that even death is not an escape from addiction; you eventually need to pay the price and work through and overcome the problem. This awareness made quitting easier.
I’m so grateful I learned I don’t need drugs or excess alcohol to have fun, bond with people, or to elevate myself when I’m feeling down or vulnerable. Or to have a spiritual experience—we all already are spiritual. My spiritual experiences are more authentic and longer lasting when provoked naturally (like through meditation, past-life regression, and asking for help from the Other Side).
Sure, I could have snorted the cocaine offered to me on a platter at a party in Bangkok, or smoked the weed offered many other times. Back in college I would have happily accepted. But now I politely decline because perceiving the spiritual side effects of drugs makes them as appealing as a platter of dog crap.
I’ve been drug free for over thirty years and rarely drink now. When I want to feel better or need help to avoid partying, I’m so grateful for the help of powerful spiritual helpers of the Light. All I have to do is ask.
Clearing my spiritual clutter (and lost souls who wanted to party and encouraged it) helped a lot, too. Please try my Spiritual Detox Script if you’re struggling with addiction, depression, anxiety, or just want to feel more calm and centered—it’s free and easy and will give you an edge.
Copyright © 2022 Stephen Petullo
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This article was adapted from Stephen’s book Half on the Other Side: How Ancient Spiritual Techniques Helped Me Deal with Substance Abuse, Depression, Sexuality, Gender, and Love. Read more about his journey of discovery and how he finally overcame major dilemmas. https://geni.us/Half
Download Stephen’s free Spiritual Detox Script ebook to find out more about this common, yet hidden problem, and use the easy, ten-minute script to clear your spiritual clutter. https://stephenpetullo.com/spiritual-detox/
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