Hi Stephen, I’m about to turn 19, male, and I would be considered “attractive”. I have always been very shy and nervous. I never showed being nervous everyday at school, but on the inside I was suffering. I was going to college, but I had no reason to stay. I realized in college I wasn’t ugly (lol as you can imagine). In highschool I never talked to anyone unless you spoke to me first. I can count the number of girls. I’ve talked to with one hand. Long story short. Weed saved my life. It helps me eat, sleep, become less nervous and more confident, more aware, and recently its been helping me activate my psychic powers. I’ve decided I want to become a model. I looked online for the top paid models and I was like is this it? Anyways I’m taking classes on acting at this modeling agency, but their training takes about 4 months as a gemni I can’t wait that long. So I’ve been submitting online to agencies and I’m questioning if thats the right thing to do. When will my modeling career start? thankyou. Kurt
Hi Kurt,
I can relate to your shyness and nervousness. I, too, used weed, along with alcohol, as a social crutch in high school and college. I, too, felt more psychic, even magical, when I was under the influence.
Unfortunately, it’s an illusion. While drugs and alcohol may increase confidence temporarily, they also stunt your emotional and spiritual growth, block your intuition, and attract spiritual parasites, and you won’t realize it because they also cloud your perception.
Pot absolutely does not help you become more spiritually aware or activate your psychic powers. However, I know from personal experience that it fosters delusion and a disconnect from reality.
Marijuana can work well for certain medical conditions. But if you keep using it as a crutch or an escape, eventually you’ll become paranoid, lazy, unmotivated, numb, and uninteresting. Life will be a big haze, and you’ll stay exactly where you are, never growing or reaching your potential.
You’re attempting, just like I did, to take an easy way out of a problem. I urge you to try meditation for relaxation instead, which will empower you and help you detach from your shyness and nervousness, and it has only good side effects. Hypnosis MP3s are also wonderful tools that would help you immensely.
I think you’ll find, like I did, that the natural buzz from regular meditation (and exercise and a clean diet) is far more satisfying than attempting to reach nirvana through drugs or alcohol.
As for the modeling, one either has the look, height, and ability to photograph well that agencies seek, or they don’t. Keep pursuing your goal, and acting too if you enjoy it, but stay open to other ideas at the same time. Consider what you’re passionate about, then figure out how you can earn a living with something related to it. Don’t waste your youth. You still have time for a fresh start.
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